Call me mama

You know the saying "don't cry other spilt milk"? Well I've never cried over milk but I cried over pumped breast milk and formula spilling. But mostly I cry when my baby throws up half the bottle I just made. I cry seeing him in pain from his acid reflux. He bares his burden with a smile. He is stronger than me. I love this boy and I don't know what I would do without him. He helps make me a better mama every day. 

Today was not an easy day with my toddler. After dealing with a pee out all over me he decided to help by pouring my drink all over me. I was so frustrated and stressed. He just looked at me patted the wet spots on my pants, gave my legs a hug, and smiled up at me. It's so hard to stay upset at his sweet smiling face. He really is a joy to have around, even on his ornery days. He can turn any day around and bright up a room with his smiles. He made me a mommy and I wouldn't trade him for the world.